’Boniir© M©iworiiil Special The Battalion Standing by The Students Professors provide shoulders for Aggies during trying time By Cayla Carr & Anne Hoar The Battalion ov. 18,1999. was just another Thursday to chemical engineering professor Mark Holtzapple until he drove down Texas Avenue and heard the radio announcement of the tragic event that would affect his students and the family at Texas A&M. "I did not know anything about the collapse until that morning,” he said. “I was driving to work, and I looked out the w indow and saw the collapsed stack.” “I usually open class with a big 'How'dy,' but suddenly that didn't seem appropriate any more,” Holtzapple said. The aftermath of the 1999 Bonfire collapse affected many people. While parents, students - and friends mourned the losses of their loved ones, A&M professors counseled students and grieved in the background. Chad Powell, a victim of the collapse, was a student in Holtzapple's Engineering 111 class. Holtzapple said he realized Powell had been killed in the collapse when he saw a list of the students who died in the collapse and heard from students who were in Powell's group in the class. In Engineering 111, students complete many assignments in groups of four. “The same students go to class together and work in teams,Holtzapple said. “The group that had [Powell] was devastated. It created a cloud over the class and his group.” Craig Rotter, an agricultural education pro fessor, received a call about 45 minutes after the stack fell early that morning. He immediately went to the site because he knew several of his students helped build Bonfire. “I asked around and made sure that the stu dents I knew were on the stack were OK.” Rot ter said. “I heard one student call my name, and he ran up to me, ciying.” After comforting that student, Rotter spent time with his students and in his office through out the day. He returned to the site at 2 p.m. to continue helping students. “I spent more time with that same student,” Rotter said. “He was devastated.” Rotter remembered the memorial ceremony^ held at Reed Arena that night. “I think it showed a lot that the student leaders (of Bonfire) were driven straight to the memorial from the fields,” he said. '‘They worked all day at the site and then went to the memorial. I really think it showed a lot of courage.” Rotter checked on his students with phone calls and visits the rest of the fall semester, over the holiday break and through the spring semes ter. Today, he continues to talk with his students who were affected by the Bonfire collapse. Rotter said the professors’ role with the stu dents during difficult times should be almost like that of a surrogate parent, which is a role professors historically have held at A&M. “I think professors shouldn’t be afraid to show our hearts and our human side,” Rotter said. “We’ll all be reliving those moments in our minds. We should show the students we care about them inside and outside the classpom.” Gary Sickler, a meteorology professor, offered vivid reflections of the somber morning. He met his class at 11 a.m., aware of the acci dent and unsure what to expect from his stu dents. Surprised to know that many students were unaware of the occurrence, he explained what happened and offered his cell phone to stu dents who needed to call their parents and reas sure them. As tears fell from the students' eyes, Sickler offered comfort and answered questions until all was silent and then dismissed the class. Sickler later discovered that a student from his class, Derrek Woodley, was on the top of the stack when it fell. Sickler learned the extent of Woodley’s injuries when he visited with Wood- ley and his parents at the hospital. “I realized how affected this student was after I talked with him about the incident,” Sick ler said. “One of Derrek’s friends was killed in the Bonfire incident. He was with Derrek on top of the stack, and Derrek had just switched places with his buddy before it fell.” Sickler graduated from A&M in 1974, so he said he knows how much Bonfire means to stu dents. He said he realized the impact this tragedy would have on Aggies everywhere. Like other professors at A&M, Sickler said he wished there was something he could have done to prevent the collapse, but as a former student of A&M, he said he hopes the tragedy will not prevent the burning of other Bonfires in the future. 'Holtzapple said it is important for professors to be sympathetic as the one-year anniversary of the Bonfire collapse approaches, especially if a student lost someone close to him or her in the collapse. It is also important for the students to take charge of the situation, he said. “It’s important for students to realize that life gives you difficult things to deal with,” Holtzap ple said. “There are many tragedies in life, and it’s important to learn how to recover and move on.” Administrators reflect upon their involvement with students the day Bonfire collapsed By Stuart Hutson The Battalion L ike that of so many Aggies, the longest day in his recent memory began with a phone call shortly before 3 a.m. "One of the girls called me, and she said, ‘Bonfire fell,’ ” said Rusty Thompson, faculty adviser for Aggie Bonfire and assistant director of MSC student programs. “My first question was if anyone was on the stack, but, at that time of night. I knew the answer.” Throwing on his clothes and over coat, he rushed to his car, not know FILE PHOTO/The Battalion ing what to expect when he arrived. “I just kept trying to tell myself that maybe it wasn't as bad as it sounded,” Thompson said. “I don’t know how long it took me that night ... but it seemed like an eternity. “I saw them pull out Jeremy Frampton’s body. [The centerpole pot and I] couldn’t do anything else but hug each other and cry.” Thompson said he began working with those already there to compile a checklist of Bonfire workers in an attempt to determine who might have been buried under the collapsed stack. “The initial shock and horror of what had hap pened was tremendous,” he said. “I would stop and look and think about the families of those still in there. The moms, dads, brothers and sisters who were sleeping comfortably, not knowing what they were going to wake up to.” Thompson remained at the site for almost 24 hours, leaving only to attend the memorial service that night in Reed Arena One year later, Thomp son said not a day passes without his thinking of the night Bonfire collapsed. “I still see those [students’] faces every day when 1 close my eyes,” he said. “Such young eyes witnessed things that no one should ever have to see.” Those things were also witnessed by the eyes of the nation as the media descended upon College Station. “It was intimidating, but [the media] were fair overall, and I just tried to put myself in their shoes. What was a heartfelt tradition to us was a stack of logs to them,” he said. Despite this lack of full under standing, Howard Graves, chancellor of the Texas A&M University Sys tem, said nationwide support flowed in as news of the collapse spread. “I'm fairly new to Texas A&M, and I’ve never seen a Bonfire before, so I missed some of the impact felt by oth ers,” said Graves,, who became chancel lor in June 1999. “But what I began to see, and what the whole nation began to see, was how strong Aggie cohesion is.” Graves was notified of the collapse by A&M President Dr. Ray M. Bowen. “When I first was told, three peo ple were counted dead, and I just hoped there wouldn’t be any more and said a little prayer,” Graves said. “But later, other phone calls came in from all over the country, saying that they were with us and would help out with whatever they could.” Graves said he went to the Bonfire site after the situation calmed. However, Ronald Douglas, provost and executive vice president of academic affairs did not make it out to the site on that day. “I stayed back in the office while the president was out at the site,” he said. "There were questions pertaining to the University that had to be answered.” Douglas spent the day meeting with the deans of the University colleges and other academic officials. “Our primary objective at first was just to ensure that students had as much latitude as possible during this time,” he said. The administrators said the haunt ing memories of the crisis that morn ing will stay with them forever. “No one’s experience was the same. But if we stick together, we can find the strength to get through the tough times,” Thompson said. Feb. 23 Bonfire panel seeks postponement of March 31 deadline to May 2 Mar. 4 Replant becomes tribute to 12 victims Mar. 1 Bonfire commission requests additional $1 million Apr. 14 Comstock goes home after five months May 2 May 5 Alconol Engineering Board to report on review commission report victims to see if state laws or released engineering standards i were broken i Jun. 10 Keep The Fire Burning and hundreds of participants rally and petition to keep i Bonfire burning Jun. 16 Bowen suspends Bonfire until 2002 and amends design and construction plans Apr. 15 Honorary Marine title given to Heard May 2 Commission releases Bonfire report, citing organizational and structural problems I May 19 OSHA clears crane operator in Aggie Bonfire collapse Aug. 28 Keep The Fire Burning unveils plans to build off-campus bonfire I Sept. 20 Oct. 27 Student Senate Keep The supports Fire Burning Bowen's Bonfire decision calls off bonfire plans Nov. 14 Students petition Bowen to , change cut participation Sept. 9 I Ort. 23 ^^neenng Priced Board opposes f or Bonfire off-campus memorial bonfire plans ceremony Oct. 311 Nov. 18, 2000 A&M students Bonfire receive Bonfire memorial Memorial ceremony Scholarships