The Battalion • Page 11 Thursda; L ast year , I decided that I would kinda like to run a marathon. Twenty-six miles sounded like a long way sure, but at the time the dis tance didn’t seem real. At the time it was only a thought. It faded as quickly as my eyes shifted from an advertisement with the stick figure runners. Somehow that thought blossomed into a goal. Finishing the marathon became a necessity. For an entire year, as I trained, I envisioned crossing the finish line. The triumph ... the glo ry... Each of my daily work-outs brought the possibility of finishing closer to reality. Now just because I began to believe I could actually run a marathon did not mean that the population at large, namely my relatives and friends, be lieved that I (or any other human be ing) could run 26 miles straight. “You’re gonna do what? Are you crazy?” “You know that Greek dude, the one with the torch... well... he died after he ran 26 miles.” “Should we wait for you at the finish line with a coffin?” The list of encouraging words was endless. Everyone focused on the distance, the pain and the stress, the fatigue. No one thought about the process — in cluding myself. At the time, I thought I was training for the sole purpose of crossing the finish line. So there I was at 7:45 am on Jan. 15, Sunday morning, at the epoch of my training. Actually, I was freezing my butt off in front of the George R. Brown Convention Center in Houston along with the oth er 7,000 people who would be my neigh bors in the moving insane asylum. 8:00 am. Bang. We were off. Seven thousand people leapt forward si multaneously into an awesome sprint. “Chariots of Fire” bellowed in the back ground, as we tore away from the starting line. Well, not exactly. Actual ly we didn’t even move for about two minutes. Then we sort of rap/walked for a mile and a half until the crowd thinned out enough to move. During the herding process, a woman in front of me tripped on a speed bump like slab of cement and fell. I proceeded to tumble over her, crashing knee-first into the pavement. My day of glory be gan with a resounding thud. For a moment, while staring at the cement, ,1 wondered why exactly I was doing this. Then I remembered all the other cement. Cement I had pounded back and forth across for an entire year getting ready for this day. A friend helped me up — the race began. The sky was clear, blue glass with those little whipped cream clouds. The breeze was just cool enough to keep my sweat glands under control. But the thing that made the race dif ferent any of my typical training runs was the people. Everywhere along the course there were people cheering the runners on. In the midst of such sup port, I felt a power grow inside me. I was invincible, or at least I was run ning really fast. When I saw my parents, my sister and my boyfriend cheering me on, I was running away and coming home at the same time. I was running some miles for everyone I love. And other miles I was just running for myself. The thing about being in a constant state of motion for a long period of time is that your body gets to the point where it’s moving but you can’t feel it. This is runner’s euphoria. During this time, I lived in my mind. I ran back to birth and trotted ahead to death. The marathon is about suffering for an accomplishment and struggling to reach a goal. It is like life, but not real ly. Life is much harder. No one cheers us on every step of the way during everyday life. We don’t start our classes at the beginning of the semester with the wave. We celebrate at graduation. We normally don’t tell the ones we love how wonderful they are. No, we wait for a holiday or a fight. Life normally lacks the intermediate cheering process. We applaud the large leaps and shun the steps. In actuality, hum-drum, everyday turmoil often wears on us faster than tackling a large project. Think about how many projects fail in the first mile because no one is there to help us when we fall. I will always cherish this experi ence. It was wonderful to have the most important people in my life there when I crossed the finish line, but it was more wonderful that they were there along the way. Crossing the finish line wasn’t the most important step of the marathon, it just happened to be the last one. Jenny Magee is a junior journalism major The Battalion Established in 1893 Editorials appearing in The Battalion reflect the views of the editorial board. They do not necessarily reflect the opinions of other Battalion staff members, the Texas A&M student body, regents, administration, faculty or staff. Columns, guest columns, cartoons and letters express the opinions of the authors. Contact the opinion editor for information on submitting guest columns. EDITORIAL BOARD Mark Smith Editor in chief Jay Robbins Heather Winch Senior Managing Managing editor editor for Business Sterling Hayman Opinion editor Erin Hill Asst, opinion editor Agonizing Audit A&M Administration must seek to avoid future problems with new policies. Texas A&M has received its fair share of negative publicity in recent months. The state audit results re leased on January 6 have added even more fuel to this never-ending fire. The audit revealed that the University has consistently ignored state policies, procedures and laws. Texas A&M has always been famous for its “hon or, credibility and in tegrity,” but due to the carelessness of some offi cials, this image has re- cently been somewhat tarnished. \ Administrators and top officials are appointed to their ^ positions not only with the expec tation of responsible job performance, but also to represent the University in the most dignified and positive manner possible. When these officials fail to ful fill these requirements and waste mil lions of dollars, because of mismanage ment, they are not best serving the in terests of the students, faculty or image Texas A&M University. The irresponsible maimer in which the system has been managed has been made apparent by several recent gaffs. Ross Margraves, former chairman of the Board of Regents, resigned while being investigated by the Texas Rangers for illegally purchasing alco hol with state funds. A cogeneration power plant, which was to cost A&M up to $120 million, was scrapped be cause of funding confusion. And former vice-president for fi nance and administration Robert Smith was convict ed of soliciting gifts as a public servant. Such actions of mis management are inex cusable and have allowed scandal to embarrass the the students and alumni of the school. If the University administra tors expect the students to abide by the Aggie Code of Honor, they too should live up to these standards. By being wasteful and irresponsible, top officials do not set good examples for the student body to follow. Better management procedures have been implemented, but this is no sure guarantee that the same sort of problems will not arise again. For A&M’s credibility to be restored, exist ing problems must be resolved and fu ture ones avoided. yez\.ce . 19- Mail O 11 Assailants, not victim were wrong in actions According to an article on January 17, two men assaulted Shawn Williams for not removing his hat in the MSC. By ex ercising his freedom of expression, Mr. Williams experienced a completely inap propriate incident that never should have occurred. I believe the aggressive, offensive behavior displayed toward Mr. Williams must not be condoned nor re peated. He was not wrong in his action. However, the assailants were. Yet, I would like to pose a simple question. Why not remove the hat? Af ter all, what does the MSC stand for? It stands as a war memorial to those who have given their lives in defense of the freedoms we hold so dear. I realize that this means little to some people, but put yourselves in the place of those soldiers or their family members. Men and women died for no particular race not religion, but for the PEOPLE of the United States of America. Have we lost respect for the memo ries of those who gave up everything to defend this country and make it what it is today? Let’s put this type of situation in perspective. If, while visiting the MLK Center, I saw a sign requestion I remove my hat, I certainly would, even though I have the right to wear it. Dr. King was a great man. He deserves the respect of all Americans. Do those ser vice men and women who died for this country not deserve the same? Yes, it’s your right to wear a hat in the MSC, but if you do, please consider why you still have that right. Tradition should be respected from all This letter is in regards to the “un covering” incident with Mr. Shawn Williams in the Memorial Student Cen ter. Mr. Williams has joined a group of Americans who believe their rights take prescience over their duties as citizens. I hate to give them the atten tion they are desperately seeking. However I feel they need to be remind ed, especially a person in his leadership position, that along with rights came responsibilities and respect. The persons commemorated by the Memorial Student Center sacrificed their lives for the rights of all Ameri cans; Red, White, and Blue. Jeff Strauss Class of ’98 Racism, discrimination didn't play a part There is a large brass plaque in the MSC which reads: “Greater love hath no man than this that a man lay down his life for his friends.” John 15:14 Un derneath this statement are the names of Aggies who have given their lives in defense of our country in past wars. It reminds me of part of a poem by the African American Paul Lawrence Dun bar called ‘The Colored Soldiers’. “...In the early days you scorned them. And with many a flit and flout. Said these battles are the whiteman’s And the whites will fight them out. Then you called the Colored Soldiers, And they answered you call...” Are you, Shawn Williams, too proud to bare your head for men whether they be us or them, black or white, red or yellow, brown or pink, green or blue, purple or violet? Talk of your racism and minority discrimination. We know the truth. Democratic agenda failed Party lost elections because policies didn't solve problems J ust when Bill Clinton thought it was safe to read the Opinion Page... Allow me to introduce myself: I’m your friendly voice of reason from the Right. Yep, I’m a Con servative writing for The Bat talion (sit down and breathe deeply if necessary). Before finals, I went out to dinner with a terrific young woman (yes, I actually had a date). We spent a lot of time talking about ways women tell men they aren’t interested. She was amazed at how we men never seem to get the clue. (I took mental notes because I knew my roommates would want to hear this and because I wondered whether she was trying to tell me something.) My beautiful date got me thinking. Last November’s elec tions seemed to me to be a great big clue... and many in Washington still hadn’t gotten it. Those of you from Beaumont may remember Jack Brooks. He used to be your Representative. According to Mr. Brooks, he lost the election because the people from Beaumont just didn’t understand his message. I heard this explanation over and over from Democrats who lost. Message understood, send out your resumes. Let’s face it, the policies and plans that these people have championed for the past 40 years have landed us in a world of hurt. Of course it is our generation that will get to fix this mess and pay the bills. The people who have been running things recently spent too much time setting up communes and inhaling — well, most of them. However, one thing they did that we should do more: they got involved. Granted, they may not remember much of it, but our parents’ generation changed things. Now it’s our turn. I’ve spent some time thinking over some simple clues I want to offer. Clue one: Welfare... we give money to the poor; therefore, we are doing something — therefore we care. Remember, the 60’s were all about caring ... peace, love, roll that thing tighter, etc. The result is that people have no incentive to work. In fact, the percentage of population below the poverty line now is about the same as when LBJ took-off on his Great Society adventure. The government has spent trillions on this failure of a plan. (That’s 1,000,000,000,000+ — or enough to pay off my n student loans.) Time for a new idea. The Republicans’ Contract With America makes for some interesting reading (Santa Claus gave it to me). The Con tract, co-authored by House Majority Leader Dick Armey of Texas, offers the Personal Responsibility Act (PRA). To sum marize, the PRA transfers effective control to the states and stops payments to deadbeats who can work, but won’t. Clue 2: Crime. Here’s a great plan to cure crime on the streets of America — gun control. Everybody knows that if something is illegal, it won’t happen. For example, my Celica has never exceeded the legally posted speed limit, and gee, Wally, I’ve never been passed by anyone else speeding either. Remember that incident in front of the White House last semester? I’ll remind you. While out for a walk one brisk fall day, it seems that a certain young man thought it would be a splendid idea to have target practice on our esteemed New Democrat’s pri vate residence. Boys and girls, this incident never happened. Why, you ask? Well for several years now personal possession of any firearm has been illegal in Washington D.C. And we all know that if they make a problem illegal then that problem will go away. By the way, did anyone else notice what kind of weapon was used? It couldn’t have been an assault rifle... those were just made illegal the previous month. It’s time to treat the disease, not the symptom. For the third clue let’s ask the elementary school kids in Barrington, Rhode Island, about their Christmas pageant. It seems the superintendent of schools found the word “Christ” too offensive to be in the Christmas program. Our hero therefore decided that the children could sing no song with “Christ” in it. Merry mas? It seems that separation of church and state has become the removal of all church from the state. What’s left when you take away the values and morals taught by religion? Ever hear of ethics? You know — those rules that Congress men follow. Does anyone really think this country would be better if we all behaved like Congressmen? Is this what we want? It’s up to us. We can make a differ ence, but we have to do something. Right now, I have to figure out what my date meant. David Taylor is a senior management major David Taylor Columnist Matt Stahman Graduate Student John Williams Class of ’94